Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Enjoy the good and the bad


 You win some and you lose some...but the joy of winning would not be as sweet without knowing the pain of what it feels like to lose. If everything in was we wouldn’t be able to appreciate the good times. For example I’ve had an ingrown toenail before (I know nasty huh) and every time you run on an ingrown toenail it’s like a knife poking your toe. When I finally went to the doctors and had it removed it was like the best feeling ever to be able to run without pain and I was so glad to be able to run pain free. What I’m trying to say is without the bad times you wouldn’t appreciate the good. Hard times make you grateful for all the good times.

Sunday, March 27, 2016

Fear of the unknown.

"Fear keeps us focused on the past or worried about the future. If we can acknowledge our fear, we can realize that right now we are okay. Right now, today, we are still alive, and our bodies are working marvelously. Our eyes can still see the beautiful sky. Our ears can still hear the voices of our loved ones."

Thich Nhat Hanh


This quote is so great. It makes me so happy so I thought I should share it.

Sunday, March 13, 2016

#different...because this is a very long post


#different..Being different is a good. I have many friends who are considered different by society. These so called "different" kids are the most amazing kind of people I have ever met and if people could have half the love they have in their hearts our world would be a much much better place. I’m talking about the kids in my peer tutor class.
            Well hands down Peer tutor is my favorite class and I look forward to my third period class every B day. Walking into that room always brightens my day because of all the friendly smiles and greetings I receive. Peer tutor has taught me so much about myself and about life. This class is such an amazing learning experience and I have learned so much. I have loved working with all the students and consider all of them my dear friends.  I can honestly say I love them with all my heart. So last year was my first time doing peer tutor and I was a bit nervous.  I came into class not knowing what to expect, from what I thought of people with disabilities I thought I should be nervous because they “are different than everyone else”. I think many people in our school and society are uneducated about people with special needs and a little standoffish at times. I wish more people would get the chance to do peer tutor or to work with kids with special needs, so they could experience the joy and happiness that comes with it. I think these students are some of the most Christ like people on the planet; they’re just full of love. They are so pure - if that makes sense.  They don’t judge or hate, and they are the most forgiving people I’ve ever met. Dayton is one of my really good friends in this class and he has taught me so much. My very first day of peer tutor I was assigned to work with Dayton; he is a little more dependent on others and learns a little slower, but I began to realize that honestly didn’t matter one bit. He was a little shy at first, but then after talking with him for a bit I realized that Dayton is one of the kindest and sweetest people I have ever met.  All he does is smile and say hi to everyone she comes into contact with. Dayton taught me how to have patience and to always forgive. Dayton is always apologizing, he never does anything wrong, but if he thinks he did he immediately says sorry in his perfect, quiet little voice. I learned a lot about myself because of him.  He taught me a lot, and I hope I can be more like him. I might tutor these students in school, but they definitely tutor me for life. Another student that sticks out to me is Mason. Mason is my best bud.  He always yells my name when I walk in the room. Mason is so kind to everyone and has a very funny and kind personality. I love Mason and I’m pretty sure he loves me too, but that’s not really impressive because he literally loves everyone. I remember one time Mason thought he hurt my feelings and he felt so bad.  He did a sad face and patted me on the back.  Then he said that he was sorry and I wanted to cry because this kid has such a sweet heart and wants everyone to be happy. I love all of the diversity we have in the class with all the personalities and disabilities. Everyone in there is so special to me. I have become very close with many of the students I have worked with and with every student I learn something new about myself or life. I learned patience, kindness, love, and unselfishness. So in closing I would just like to say that I recommend anyone and everyone to take this class and I guarantee you will love it. 




Mr. Roboto

                                                Sometimes I feel as if I am a robot..

ro·bot
ˈrōˌbät,ˈrōbət/
noun
  1. a machine capable of carrying out a complex series of actions automatically, especially one programmable by a computer.

    • (especially in science fiction) a machine resembling a human being and able to replicate certain human movements and functions automatically.

    • used to refer to a person who behaves in a mechanical or unemotional manner.


Wouldn't things be better if we were robots??
  I read the news almost every day and a lot of the things on there make me sick. Sometimes I think there is no hope for the human race. Every once in awhile stuff change my mind and I can see the good in people. I’ve wondering, are people naturally born evil or are we born good? It is a question that has puzzled people for a long time and not many can actually find the answer. The fact that humans may be born good and have slowly been corrupted by society, or have they been born evil and have been kept in check by laws is unknown. It is such a question that there has been no solid evidence to whether humans are good or evil. Unless you think for a while, and soon consider babies. Babies have barely any stored information about what is right and what is wrong. They have no friends, no cultural influence, no school or public communication; their innocent minds haven't had many influences yet.

 I believe humans are born neither good nor bad, but more like a lightly colored canvas in which there environment will slowly add different colors, good and bad, too. This does not mean parents are to blame for bad children, children when young are very easily shaped and can be affected by small things.

Thursday, March 10, 2016

Crayons


 Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. 
              --John Mayer
I feel like you don’t just become an amazing box of 64 different colored crayons; you have to slowly acquire more. Maybe one day you get a turquoise or a few shades of silver, but getting there will take time. We often think other people have the full 64 colors when in reality they only have 24. We continuously compare ourselves noticing all the colors we don’t have. You don’t need 64 colors to create something beautiful.